LIVIN' ON THE EDGE!!

I learnt a valuable lesson from my weekend.

After 62 hours of being awake (included within which were two naps, 1 and 4 hours respectively), I thought I would be a nervous, irritable, tearful wreck of a mess of a state. I'm not the kind of person who can go without sleep and get away with it. However, in the end, I was not only A-OK for the duration, I actually felt better than I have done in weeks. Might have been something to do with the high quality of entertainment and company I had to keep me conscious/amused throughout. Might have been the high levels of sunlight which always makes me feel better.

(Tom Robbins fans will know the theory of the floral evolution of the human brain. I think that those of us who suffer from Seasonal Affective Disorder are actually exhibiting the symptoms of a higher state of evolution that you goddamned dirty apes!!!)

Anyway. In the same way that fasting is actually quite good for your digestive system, I think going without sleep can do your psyche good.

For that matter, any extreme experience can produce a powerful feeling of exhileration in the human body. The lesson is: this artifice we call 'society' has made us soft and delicate as hot-house tiger lilies. As Chuck Palahniuk says in his phenomenal novel 'choke' (described on the cover as "fight club for sex addicts"); the price we have paid for our health-and-safety sanitised, standardised existence is...boredom!

We have to choose. Comfort, safety, constancy and boredom OR extremes of positive and negative, danger, risk, unpredictability and a life less ordinary.

The double edged sword of life: do we dare the lows and exalt the highs? or do we plod along the knife edge never risking becoming unbalanced or cut up?

It was 'land of the dead' that made me think of it. That bit at the end when all the business suited blouse-wearing ninnies are staggering about in the ruins of their greenhouse/flatblock thing getting chewed up by zombies. I don't want that to be how I go out! I want to be driving the big-ass armoured truck toting an RPG!!

Who's with me?!!!

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The Sheepdog in the Egg Cupboard

For the sake of balance, here's the other side of the coin:

I had much less no sleep than our little resident Taki thing, and yet I was rendered practically delerious by the lack of sleep and made buns of freakish size and shape and number (5). I saw things. Things like sheepdogs leaping out of the egg cupboard, things like zombies stealing my biggest socks, things like more zombies stealing my next biggest socks, things like a man in a cloak behind the dining-room door, things like a panther on the porch roof, things like a python in the bath, things like spiders everywhere - everywhere, wherever you look, spiders - usually just disappearing behind something.

Plus, besides seeing things that were not there, nothing I said made any sense at all (don't) and I had to resort to pointing and giggling hysterically. The egg! I want the bloody egg! You know I can't whistle unless it's that bit from that song about the dock, you know, where he died. Come by, come by! The egg! Alright, the sheep then, but it'll be a lumpy bun.

Balance

Personally sleep is an important thing in peoples lives. it is the healer when you are ill, the play time of the subconcuss, among other things. more important in the mundane world people need sleep in order to focus and achieve whatever they do. the main point is if the body is tired then you need to listen and respect its wishes otherwise the the fallout could be great.

Authoritarian Rule

My body will do what I bloody well tell it to.

Same goes for my mind.

Respect its wishes? Pah.

I now intend to stay awake forever, just to make sure my body doesn't get any funny ideas about who's in charge.

Nightwing...

Presumably one who wings at night might not be all that familiar with the sleep and is therefore speaking from experience when he describes the fallout?!

The fallout has actually been the past three days. I have slept for about 60 hours! Which is perhaps why my kidneys ache and no-one is talking to me any more.

It's nice to be a student and therefore able to sleep for all that time without someone getting promoted over me or losing a partner to some other, more responsive fellow.

hmmm...

think on the up side

I wouldn't say that if people know you then they will understand and stand by you no matter what;) having done similar things myself along time ago i know from my own experience i know of the damage your body goes through after which is why i listen to it these days. for one to be in tune with oneself you must have body and mind reading from the same page.

Philosophical!

Very true. My mind is the bit of me that gets the tolerance and indulgence while my body just plugs away thanklessly. Won't have it forever I suppose. I should really do more exercise besides made up kung-fu and knocking hell out of my sofa with wooden practise katanas.

Mutiny

My body and my mind consistently mutiny against me. I am toying with the idea of making them walk the plank, but my mind doesn't think it's a good idea and my body simply refuses to go along with it. I'm going to have to trick them both...

Now are you deciding this or....

is this your mind talking. for you may think you are in control but actually it could you mind trying to out with you and your body.